Painful, and slow day!

{ July 15, 2007 @ 11:58 } · { whatever }
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I’m sooooo not a happy person right now. My dad’s business partner’s baby, gave me the flu. I’ve thrown up 7 times in the past six hours, and I’m really hugary, and thirsty, but I can’t eat/drink too much or I’ll throw up again. I wasn’t happy that it was on the same day as the youth group car wash, either! I was really, really looking forward to it, and I really wanted to spray cody! The throwing up has stopped, but now everything hurts. -( Okay, I would really like it if you could tell me how the car wash went. -)

Earlier…

{ July 14, 2007 @ 11:58 } · { Thoughts }
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Earlier, just a few minutes ago acctually, I let out every feeling that I’ve been keeping inside, through a post. I canceled to post, because it’d probably make everyone deppressed, and that just by typing it out, I felt so much better. (*takes deep breath*) Have you ever just let your feelings out by speaking them to yourself, or writing/typing them? Have you noticed how much better you feel afterwards? My canceled post was about how I don’t let anyone get to know me well enough to tell them anything, and that the three that I did let that happen to, I’ve lost. But by just typing a two page long essay, of my own, I felt so much better! Have you ever expressed your self in a way that you were really proud of, or made you feel so much better afterwards?

Happy Day!!!

{ July 14, 2007 @ 11:58 } · { special events }
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Happy Friday the Thirteenth! I have to say, even though this is the unlucky day for everyone else…it’s my luckiest day of the year! It always is! Nothing bad ever happens to me on Friday the Thirteenth! So, what’s your best or worst Friday the Thirteenth experience? B-)

Harry Potter 5

{ July 14, 2007 @ 11:58 } · { entertainment }
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This movie was really cool! (After transformers, it was kind of lame, and they left out a lot of the Department of Mysteries, but it was still really good!) I recommend seeing it before, you see Transformers, because afterwards H.P. might seem kind of lame. It was really good, and I’d love to hear your opinions. :-)

Transformers!!!!!

{ July 9, 2007 @ 11:58 } · { entertainment }
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Oh my gosh, this movie was awesome!!!!!! It was action packed, kind of stupid at points, but WAY cool! I’m going to try to get tons of people to go at the same time, because I think that it’d be cool! Everyone reading this HAS TO see it. Believe me when I say that it’s worth it. I really understood it by the end, and I thought that it had a good meaning. Like how power can separate friends, or family. You have got to see it!!!!

1150!

{ July 9, 2007 @ 11:58 } · { Uncategorized }
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After staining my backyard fence (which has 1150 boards!) I am beat! And that’s mostly because we had to stand oddly, because the fence slants. I mean geesh! And it was 90 something degrees, and incredibly boring! What was the most boring, or physically demanding thing that you’ve ever done. (and no, this was not my most physically demanding moment, so do not make jokes, ect.)

Vancouver Conference

{ June 26, 2007 @ 11:58 } · { special events }
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The conference was so much fun! But during one worship, I realized how alone that I felt. I noticed, which is sad, that I fit in better with the Pagett family, then my own. I love my family, but it seems like I see them even less then the youth at church. I felt unwanted, and invisible. Jerry (the lead dude at that moment) said, “If any of you have felt like it’s not worth going on, I want you to raise your hand.” So I rose my hand, because I do feel like that sometimes, and then he said, “Now everyone else look around, and I want you all to go to one of these people and pray for them.” And I was thinking, ‘Oh no. I didn’t think that this would happen.’ But I was very happy that people that I knew came. Cody came over first, and began praying and then Jake (who was already standing next to me) started praying. Cody began to speak, saying, “Alyssa. God wants to tell you that you are never alone, and that you’re special to him.” And I thought that it was so amazing that I hadn’t even told Cody what was wrong, and God told him. Then Jake started saying how special I was to God, and that I was always wanted. I just listened…drinking in every word, and thought, “They’re right…I am always wanted, and not only by God, but by my family, and my friends, and you guys. Cody, and Jake left to pray for one of the other guys (Daniel, I think). I sat down and began to cry. I sobbed for about 10 minutes, and then Amy, and Anne came over. I didn’t even notice for a few minutes until Anne began to speak. I cried for another 25 minutes, before I stopped to hug everyone that I knew (at the conference) that was there (except for Daniel and Micah, because I don’t think that they really like hugs). Afterwards I felt so much better, but then I got lightheaded, and couldn’t stand for a while. I then got a major headache, and then a stomache ache, and I went home (to the Motel) right after I got them and slept for 7 hours before getting up for the next day. It was very intence, and it really helped. What was your most intence God moment?

Life

{ June 19, 2007 @ 11:58 } · { Thoughts }
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I wrote a speech on this and could go on for hours, but I’m curious on what you think about life. ‘I think that as people sometimes we live in an alternate reality, and it seems like we’re watching the world go by, and that everyone else will eventually die, but we can’t because we’re just observing. We know deep down that we’ll die someday, but we aren’t keeping true to that. 

     We’re part of a plan that is so much bigger then us. We all have a role, and that includes influencing others.’ I wrote my speech with the theme, ‘If you died tomorrow, would you be satisfied?’ ‘And even I said, “No” to begin with, but as I thought about it, I realized all of the good things that I’ve done. I know that I’ve helped someone when they needed it, I know that I’ve been inspired more then once, and I know that I’ve loved, and been loved.

      And I thought that I’ve played a big part in life. For how many people I know, or know me. And if I ever think that no one will miss me if I died, I’d be wrong, and I know that. I now realize that I’m very satisfied with the possitive things that I’ve done. I’ll always wish that I could go back to change something at sometime, but I’m very happy with what good I’ve done.’ This is only a small portion of my speech, and The whole speech has yet to be heard, but now I want you all to tell me what your take on life is. What is Life to you?

Instruments!

{ June 17, 2007 @ 11:58 } · { music }
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What’s your ideal instrument?

Take this test, and find out…

1.) Would you rather…

    a.) Go for a hike

    b.) Swim in a lake

    c.) Surf

    d.) Go for a drive

2.) About how many cds do you have?

    a.) 10

    b.) 50

    c.) 100

    d.) 101+

3.) What’s your favorite type of music?

    a.) Metal/Hard Rock

    b.) Hiphop/Pop

    c.) Country

    d.) other

4.) What do you like to do?

     a.) Sports

     b.) Art

     c.) Study

     d.) Something with music

5.) Would you rather get…

     a.) Money

     b.) a hug

     c.) A thoughtful gift

     d.) A friend

6.)Would you rather be…

     a.) Mickey

     b.) Goofy

     c.) Minnie

     d.) Daisy

7.) Would you rather hang out with…

     a.) Jasmine

     b.) Ariel

     c.) Cinderella

     d.) Belle

8.) If you had to choose a number from below, what would it be?

     a.) 2

     b.) 13

     c.) 56

     d.) 78

9.) When were you born?

     a.) Jan.-Mar.

     b.) Apr.-Jun.

     c.) Jul.-Sept.

     d.) Oct.-Dec.

10.) What holiday?

     a.) Valentines Day

     b.) Independence Day

     c.) Halloween

     d.) Christmas

Now count how many times you answered a, b, c, and d. After you’ve counted, look at the answer that you chose the most.

A= The Drums totally fit your personality, you’re exciting, but romantic.

B= The acoustic guitar is for you, you’re soft hearted and loyal.

 C= The piano fits you, you’re kind, and you’re daring.

D= I’m thinking your voice, the electric guitar, or a bass is the best choice for you. You’re outgoing, and comfortable with people.

Post your results, do you agree with what you got?

When people change

{ June 11, 2007 @ 11:58 } · { Thoughts }
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When people change and it just never feels the same…I feel lonely. It seems like something’s just, missing. It happened just recently. My friend changed. It’s not as easy to talk to him, he doesn’t seem as enthusiastic, and I feel like I don’t even know him anymore. It feels like I’m loosing yet another friend. When people change sometimes it’s for the better, though….but I can’t see that this time. He’s still my friend, but he’s a stranger now. What do you do when someone changes, or moves away?

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